My faith is becoming stronger and with that my decisions i firmly believe are for nothing but the best.
For too long I was in the dark, doubting my very being. I love this new chapter of my life. Anyways, happy belated birthday to my best girlfriend, Allie! she be all legal now, old nana. We headed out to Tantalus after her house & ended up at Hawaiian Brians to cap the come home at 330AM the next day. good memory thats for sure, even though i was cranky in the beginning of the journey. I've become more adapt to being on my own, especially since i havent had a phone for a month now. Made me realize damn people's cell phone are really an essential to there living! but in the heart to heart convos face to face will always beat over the phone. I can see things differently, I cant quite explain it. All i know is that this is a good thing, where I'm heading wherever that may be. STRONGER&BETTER no turning back. 4 more month in the high school world then BAM released into the ADULT world and will begin from square one once again. I look foward to it honestly, but for now I'll make the most of what life is throwing at me. Stable level, feels prettty darn nice.
Sunday, February 8, 2009
Sunday, February 1, 2009
Worthy
witnessed another history making moment, while also missing out on another ground breaking moment
one that meant far more to me than the one i was able to witness. maybe im making too much of this but man i can really say i missed out. on the other hand, i did it. accomplished something i never thought i would ever come to. im never one to give out much details but fudge im proud. i do ask though for forgiveness, for something that i think i've been doing wrong,not accepting. Not having a fully open heat and mind, and for that God i am at your mercy. My hearts intentions will not get me where I think it will so I'll just stop before it has a chance of progressing. The day has come and gone, another day in my life, put into the books. And for those two people that are in my mind as i type this blog, im extremely proud i even got the chance to be in your company as long as i have. a new day is on the horizon, new opportunities await.
one that meant far more to me than the one i was able to witness. maybe im making too much of this but man i can really say i missed out. on the other hand, i did it. accomplished something i never thought i would ever come to. im never one to give out much details but fudge im proud. i do ask though for forgiveness, for something that i think i've been doing wrong,not accepting. Not having a fully open heat and mind, and for that God i am at your mercy. My hearts intentions will not get me where I think it will so I'll just stop before it has a chance of progressing. The day has come and gone, another day in my life, put into the books. And for those two people that are in my mind as i type this blog, im extremely proud i even got the chance to be in your company as long as i have. a new day is on the horizon, new opportunities await.
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