RELENTLESSNESS

tough cookie tough cookie tough cookie.
mood swung , and its time to open up--just like those fortune cookies select chinese places give (pandas!) rofl
life has currently got me settled in. i stay home, more than i go out now. a total turn around from before, but im learning to balance out. Amazing im blessed with understanding people who let me do as i please(: thanks. i think i've earned the label of "MIA" but to be honest as much as i miss knowing about everyones personal business, im quiet frankly okay with not knowing as well. Knowing so much i think corrupts to many peoples lives because they twist up the truth and make it unbearable to live with. Currently reading, New Moon. The 2nd book of the infamous Twilight series. pretty darn good in my opinion, but to have a relationship like that is absolutely insane. Since im on that topic, man is everyone falling for somewhat or what?! 2009 has brough good & bad in the whole "LOVE" scene. never been officially filled in about many but from what i observe man everyone got the love bug whether it be for better or for worse. All i can say to everyone though is to keep your heart happy and remember what you deserve. Lets go find me a good guy! hah SIKE[; i got the best boyfriend of all JESUS. along with the other boys that frequent my life daily. My heart, I can really say, is truely occupied for the better. My love has only gained strength despite my relectance to let go of all that i cling to. Oh, and im satisfied with my partner for prom--the fugitive. It was a easy choice and i look foward to all the trouble thats gonna happen in the months ahead. GAME FACE on! anyways- School is the usual. gonna stick it out with Calculus and give it a beat down! hah i wish >-<" i really do hope i get into COP, then onto UH[= or the other path will be KCC i know it. whatever happens happens, i can deal with it.




A few things that phase me-

+you poor thing, i wish i could help you in your situation--i see your effort & i pray for you that it works out for the best so you get better soon

+disconnection,i loathe it. i keep having this dream where im gonna run to you at lifenight and everything is gonna get better.

+STRANGER. i walk past you and cant even LOOK at you. i wonder if you even see it as well. this is far from what i ever thought we would be, far from what we planned, and the starting point day is up soon again. as long as your happy right?